1. |
Becoming a Stranger
03:13
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Are you awake
I see the dread upon your face
Take it away
By sleeping all day
And where have you been
You have been absent my friend
I miss the old you
you’re not the same
lately I
I wanna fight this feeling
But I can’t get up out of bed
It’s like an endless cycle 
And I want it all to end
Feeling lost I think
I need some help
Cause I’m starting to
Not feel like myself
And it’s Days like this
That last the longest
On & on
How is your pace
you’re falling behind
In your day to day
It only gets worse
The more that you age
I see what you eat
It should be a crime
How you treat your body
But you’ll over consume
And then you’ll fall asleep
I wanna fight this feeling
But I can’t get up out of bed
It’s like an endless cycle 
And I want it all to end
Feeling lost I think
I need some help
Cause I’m starting to
Not feel like myself
And it’s Days like this
That last the longest
On & on
Oh my god boy
What are you thinkin’
Every time I close my eyes
You’d rather be somewhere dreamin’
Than have too face this life
I wanna fight this feeling
But I can’t get up out of bed
It’s like an endless cycle 
And I want it all to end
Feeling lost I think
I need some help
Cause I’m starting to
Not feel like myself
And it’s Days like this
That last the longest
On & on
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2. |
The Most Common Lie
03:05
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Verse 1
I probably told you
I was fine but I lied
I know you don’t really care
So I’ll just hide how I feel inside
I’ll make up stories
Tell you things that you’d like
I know you like when I
Fabricate the truth
I make you laugh the most
When I am in pain
Hold back these tears
I’m a clown
I know I must entertain you all
when I go home
And I am all by myself
I take my make up off
And I donno who I am anymore
Chorus
Why are you so
Scared of the truth
You always wanna
Hideaway from everyone
Cause every time
I tell the truth
They always runaway, runaway
Why are you so
Scared of the truth
You always wanna
Hideaway from everyone
Cause every time
I tell the truth
They always runaway from me
Verse 2
You say you love me
And I know that it’s fake
But I don’t wanna be weird
So I just smile and say the same
You’ve always hid
Behind that beautiful face
But when I look at you
I see a masquerade
You say you’ve got my back
But I know you don’t
We may share the same blood
But that does not mean
A thing at all
Where were you at when
I got punched in my face
You were standing there
Keeping me restrained
Chorus
Why are you so
Scared of the truth
You always wanna
Hideaway from everyone
Cause every time
I tell the truth
They always runaway, runaway
Why are you so
Scared of the truth
You always wanna
Hideaway from everyone
Cause every time
I tell the truth
They always runaway from me
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Red Eyes
White Lies
You spent your life
Hiding from it all
We were involved 
But since you’ve been gone
I up and moved to another town
Sometimes I phone
When I get lonely and
I hate that you don’t
Pick up my calls
Flipping through photos of us
Wondering if you’ll come around
Why’d you go off and leave?
Be honest with me
Do you still care for me?
Answer me honestly
Very first time
We met we danced
The whole night away
How could I forget
Such a pretty face
I’d come to your place
Read you poetry
I miss you night & day
I had to go
I had work on myself
And I had to be on my own
I know that it’s selfish
But I’m wondering
If I could see you now
You’re still the one for me
I’m being honest with you
You’re still the love of my life
I swear it’s the truth
I’m so surprised
You feel the way you do
Are you truly being honest?
Do you still care for me?
Be honest with me
Do you still want me? (don’t lie)
Answer me honestly
I still want you in my life
I’m being honest with you
You’ll always have my love
I swear it’s the truth
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5. |
Alone III
03:22
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Verse 1
Take me far away from here Literally anywhere
All these people they hate me
I must be a fucking creep
You see my back up on the wall Everyone leave me alone
Take a pill to ease the pain Everyday feels like the same
Chorus
I wanna take this mask off
But I’m afraid what
They’ll think of me
So I drink until I feel numb
It makes it easy
To keep pretending 
Verse 2
Why do I always feel
Like I’m suffering
I’m stuck running in place
I’m trapped inside my dreams
I often see my life through someone else’s eyes
Like I’m outside my body
I must be losing my mind
Chorus 2
I’m always feeling stuck
and I need to get out of this place I always seem to give up 
And give in to this mental state
Bridge
You need to go
Why are you still here?
No one likes you
everyone made that clear
Hurry and go
You don’t belong here
*You’re better off alone*
Verse 3
All of these feelings started When my shorty up and left
Ever since that day happened
I haven’t quite felt like myself
I need a little remedy
I wish you were next to me
Since you left me
Everyday feels the same
Last Chorus
Ill drink until I feel numb it makes easy to keep pretending
that one day you’ll come on home
Come home Back To Me
I’m always feeling stuck
and I need to get out of this place I always seem to give up 
And give in to this mental state
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